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December 7, 2013

Cover Reveal + Chapter Sneak Peek: Empower (The Violet Eden Chapters #5) by Jessica Shirvington

Hey everyone! Today I have an awesome cover reveal and chapter sneak peek to share with you! As some of you may know by reading my blog, I am a HUGE fan of the Violet Eden Chapters series by Jessica Shirvington. In May 2014, the fifth and final book in the series will be released. I am both ridiculously excited and incredibly sad at the same time. I can't wait to see what will finally happen with the series and a couple of important relationships, but I really hate that the series will be done. Bittersweet, I guess. Anways, check out the gorgeous cover for the book and then read on for a great sneak peek chapter!



Empower (The Violet Eden Chapters #5)
Author: Jessica Shirvington
Genre: YA Fantasy/Paranormal
Release Date: May 6, 2014
Publisher: Sourcebooks Fire

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/18478369-empower
 
Description:

It has been two years since Violet Eden walked away from the city, her friends, her future and - most importantly - her soulmate, Lincoln. Part angel, part human, Violet is determined to stand by the promises she made to save the one she loves.

Living in the perpetual coldness of a broken soul she survives day to day as a Rogue Grigori in London.

But when an unexpected visitor shows up at her door, the news he bears about someone she swore to protect leaves Violet with no choice.

Even worse, she fears that this might all lead back to the night she tries hardest to forget. And what was taken without her permission.

Violet is going back to New York ... and she knows exactly who is going to be there.

With Phoenix in her dreams and Lincoln in her heart she knows it is only a matter of time before the final choice must be made.
Chapter One

“But I have promises to keep, and miles to go before I sleep, and miles to go before I sleep.”
 - ROBERT FROST

My sweater was coated in a layer of mist—-again—-a by--product of life in London. I barely noticed the constant drizzle anymore. It’s not as if the cold bothered me, not when I was the very definition of cold.

What was bothering me was the smell. There is something rank about a meat market at night—-especially when you’re wedged into the eaves wondering what, over the years, has been sprayed about and never cleaned away. I shuddered.

The Smithfield Market was currently in vogue, but a gritty sense of history thickened the air, giving it a density that made me sure this wasn’t the first time the site had been used for wicked intent. And right now, it was hunting hour.

At least I was the hunter.

I watched quietly as the exiles came into the center of the massive terminal--style space, vaguely interested to note that there were six of them, instead of the four I’d expected. No bother, I suppose. I still had the element of surprise on my side.

The past two years had taught me not to let the everyday hiccups get to me. Sure, the additional muscle would hurt, but only in the physical sense, and I could cope with that. Rolling with the punches is necessary when you are a Grigori—-a human--angel hybrid—-a weapon against the ever--increasing numbers of exiled angels on earth. For me even more so, since they gave me such a colorful nickname. I’m the Keshet—-the rainbow. I didn’t ask to be, but I made my choices and I stand by them.

So, there I was. Although I was still trying to figure out exactly what being the rainbow meant, mostly I found that the desire to know conflicted with my continuing need not to think about it at all. One thing I did know was that somehow I could create space with the angels—-an unknown place where we were able to take form and communicate. My angel maker—-whose name I still didn’t know—-said it was a place of new possibilities. For what, I was not sure.

But I know this is what I am. It is what I will be.

The final two exiles sauntered up to the four already waiting. It used to be impossible for me to be this close to exiles without them going into a frenzy, sensing my presence. But I’d learned many lessons over the past year, the most useful of which had been how to keep my guards up and locked so tight that even exiles couldn’t sense me when I was truly concentrating.

Which—-judging by the thin film of sweat on my forehead—-is now.

The exiles dumped the huge calico sack they had been dragging along the floor and pulled it open, revealing three mutilated bodies to join the two maimed ones already on display.

From my position it was difficult to tell how old the corpses were, and if the smell was able to give a clue, I wouldn’t have known, the stink of death and flesh being an overall theme of the place.

It was no wonder the exiles liked it so much.

Normally, exiles wouldn’t bother with the cleanup—-leaving evidence was of no concern. Normally, the exiles enjoyed the mess and despair they left behind. But not these exiles. These dark exiles were working for someone else. They’d been following a plan, using a hit list, and it was all too well constructed for any one of them to mastermind. Our intel told us they’d been hired. Such behavior would usually be considered beneath them, but apparently this group of exiles had decided the job was thrilling enough to suffer the humiliation of working for the highest bidder—-even if that was a human.

As for the billionaire businessman, well, that’s not my department, but someone will pay him a visit. Right after all the evidence of his wrongdoing—-minus the exile activity—-is handed over to the authorities and his bank accounts are heavily siphoned to pay for the futures of his victims’ families. And our fee, of course.

Which, thanks to certain people, is exorbitant.

Two of the exiles were dressed impeccably: one in a steel--gray suit and sporting villain--typical slicked--back hair; the other wore a slim--collared black suit that hugged his tall figure and set off his of--the--moment tousled, light brown hair. The remaining four were less striking in casual wear, though nonetheless picture perfect. All six looked over the bodies like fishermen comparing the size and quality of their haul. My hand grazed my dagger, the blade that had been given to me after I first embraced my powers and became a Grigori warrior three years ago. I was never without it. I even had a sheath attached to my bed for a quick draw if needed.

I’d learned the hard way—-through the death and suffering of people I loved and, strangely enough, through my own death and suffering—-exiles stop at nothing. Their insanity and misguided missions know no bounds, and they take pleasure in causing great pain and suffering to humankind.

At least tonight I would only face exiles of dark. A couple of years ago, the two opposing sides, light and dark, had called a truce. Of course, I tried not to think back to that time.

I tried constantly.

The discovery of the scripture that could end all Grigori had found its way into my hands. That in itself was part of the reason the Assembly had rejected me. They blamed me for trading with the dark exile, Phoenix. My decision had allowed him to resurrect Lilith—-his mother, the first dark exile—-from the dead, and she had taken control of the Grigori Scripture. But at the time, my choice had been a simple one. Phoenix had Steph, my best friend, and I wasn’t about to take any chances with her life. I’ve never regretted that choice.

Not like so many others I’ve made.

In the end, that made it easier to walk away from a place in the Academy when Josephine decided to change her mind. Of course, that was after I’d given my life, Lincoln’s soul had shattered, and Phoenix had died—-proving that not only was he the son of Lilith, but he was also the human son of the first man, Adam—-all so that I could kill Lilith. And those reasons weren’t even the ones I tried not to think about.

But I can’t go there right now.

I caught myself. I was working and the last thing I could afford to do was acknowledge that I was thinking about him.

The six exiles started to shift the remains of the bodies toward the incinerator, tossing them with supernatural strength and no care. I half expected them to try and mince the meat and load it onto trays for sale tomorrow. I wouldn’t put anything past them.

“Make sure you take the index fingers,” one of the suited exiles instructed. “Mr. George is expecting me to deliver them to him tonight.”

That’s a shame. Though I’m sure Mr. George will receive a knock at his door nonetheless.

“I still don’t understand why we don’t just kill him too,” another said.

“Are you challenging me?” The exile who had spoken first stepped forward.

His questioner mirrored his actions.

Here we go.

“If I must.”

Exiles never back down. Their pride and egotism combined with their unique brand of insanity is just too much to ignore. Angels were not created to take corporeal forms on earth. Though they have existed for eternity, in human bodies, they manifest emotions in ways their innate nature can never process. It makes them unstable. And almost unstoppable.

I wriggled into a better position and waited patiently, knowing that this would work in my favor.

Sure enough, the exile who had spoken out first also struck out first, engaging with the suited exile. It didn’t last long. The suit, clearly the older of the two and a true fighter—-my guess was he had once been either a Domination or a Power—-overpowered his opponent, snapping his neck and making quick work of removing his heart.

We had our methods of ending their immortal existence; they had theirs.

Happy days. I now have one less exile to take care of.

I checked the time and sighed. If I didn’t get this show on the road, I’d lose my window. And fighting alone was always my preference.

The drop to the ground was at least two stories high, but I landed behind the group of exiles lightly, thanks to my angelic enhancements.

Breathing calmly, I let go of the power I was holding tightly within, just enough to lower my shields.

The exiles, who had been preoccupied with their boasting, stiffened instantly and spun around to face the new threat. It was almost comical, the look of surprise on their faces. I guess a Grigori had never snuck up on them before.

Responding quickly, the suited exile stepped forward, shoving two of them to the side, the five of them quickly forming a semicircle around me.

So nice of them to stand in single file.

But the way he studied me—-with trademark exile insanity and undisguised raw desire—-made me think that this one recognized me. It happened from time to time.

I wanted to sit around and chew the fat. Really. I couldn’t think of anything I’d rather do with my time than hear about how they intended to rip me limb from limb and how that would make them as great as gods and me the most pathetic of humans. But when you’ve heard it all before and always walked away—-or, at the very least, been carried—-while they were returned for their ultimate judgment, it gets old. So, I cut to the chase.

“You have a choice. Make it or I will make it for you,” I said, knowing that of all Grigori, I alone had the right to put it like that. “Consider wisely,” I reinforced. After all, I could return them like any other Grigori with one of our blades, but if I willed it, I could also strip them of their angelic strengths and leave them human—-a fate exiles considered worse than an eternity in the pits of Hell. As far as I was aware, I was the only Grigori who could do this without requiring the exile in question to first choose such a fate. Which, of course, never happened.

“You brought Lilith to her end,” the suit said, his head tilted to the side, as if confused.

Yeah, that’s right, little ol’ me.

And it only cost me everything that mattered.

I raised my eyebrows. “Time’s almost up,” I said, refraining from closing my eyes briefly as I felt a surge of power within, something that had been happening increasingly. I was getting stronger, and exactly what that meant and how to harness it wasn’t the kind of knowledge I was excited to discover.

I could strip them all, make their choice for them, and be done with it, but I’d only done it twice. Onyx had been my first, and I’d seen the pain it caused him. I didn’t like knowing I was the one who took away his choice. Who was I to do such a thing? The second had been a demonstration, and had resulted in the exile in question meeting a quick death. I can’t say I regretted it—-he’d been one of the exiles so happy to see me strapped to a crucifix and tortured for hours—-but still…

Anyway, tonight was more like training, and I’d been taught to be thorough. So, when the suit threw the first exile at me—-knowing he’d be nothing more than a momentary distraction while I took him down and he lined up the next one—-I got to work.

I braced, grabbing my dagger and moving into position. By the time the exile came within range, my dagger had sliced through his heart and he was no longer there. Simply gone. Where did their physical forms go? Beats me.

I was already spinning by the time the second one was sent flying through the air toward me. My foot stopped his momentum and threw him back. I was on him in an instant, my dagger going straight to his heart. It didn’t need to be the heart to return them, just a killing blow inflicted by a Grigori weapon. You could slice into exiles all day long with your garden--variety knife or shoot them with a gun, but neither option worked. I’d never seen a Grigori manage to rip out an exile’s heart
barehanded, and even though the trick worked for exiles taking out other exiles, something told me that it did not alter our rules. Permanent results for Grigori over exiles only came via the blades of angels.

Or my blood.

The third exile went much the same way, and soon enough I was left being circled by the two suits. To my surprise, they actually worked together—-exiles aren’t good at that—-boxing me into a corner. The brown--haired exile in the black suit moved in on me when the other one feigned a move to my right. I took a closed fist across the face and a foot to the stomach.

I heard a crack—-broken rib—-but I didn’t register the pain. That kind of pain was barely a tickle compared to the agony I carried inside, every moment of every day.

My pause gave the other exile the chance to take a swing. His foot collided with my hand so hard that my dagger went flying across the room. I kept my eyes on my attackers but my ear on my weapon, listening to the reverberations as it slid along the concrete floor and eventually hit the far wall with a clang.

The exiles smiled.

I sighed.

Then I leapt into the air, gaining enough height to grip the brown--haired exile’s throat between my knees. Twisting my body as I fell through the air, I dragged the exile down with me, his neck breaking with a loud crunch.

It wouldn’t keep him down for good, but a broken neck buys time.

The exile in the gray suit grabbed me roughly from behind and threw me into the wall.

I groaned as I slid down the metal piping my back had hit. It was the opposite wall to my dagger.

Damn it.

It wasn’t an ideal situation. And I wasn’t fool enough to delude myself into thinking I could make it to my dagger. I was regretting my decision not to wear any other weapons tonight, but my dagger was the only weapon that, when sheathed, was invisible to human eyes.

Think, Vi.

I’d come down behind a wall of old crates. I was considering how I could use them to my advantage when I spotted a piece of the slim metal piping I’d broken in my fall. It lay by my foot.

I could hear the exiles moving toward me. They were cackling.

“We should take her body with us to the tournament tonight,” one said.

The other one laughed. “That would definitely put dark in the lead.”

“And everyone would know that we were the ones who killed her.”

Can anyone say “premature victory”?

Without stopping to think, I pulled off the bracelet from my left wrist, using the specially designed clasp to cut open the flesh around my silver marking, currently swirling in the presence of exiles, and let it spill onto the end of the metal bar.

It took just a few seconds, and as soon as I palmed the pipe, the exiles started to throw the crates aside then came into view, their smiles wide with anticipation.

I stood. I didn’t return their smiles. I didn’t bother to do anything other than what needed to be done.

I lunged, raising my elbow into the face of the black--haired exile as I spun, the metal pipe striking his companion through the heart. He was gone. I turned back to the first exile and, hoping that there was still enough of my blood on the pipe to do the trick and using my supernatural speed for all it was worth, I jammed the pipe straight into his neck.

His face wore an expression of pure surprise.

I’d seen that look before.

I sighed and my shoulders slumped forward, unfulfilled. This was my job, one that I would do for as long as I existed, which could be a significantly long time. But two years ago, I’d accepted that there was no longer any satisfaction to be had in my world.

No fairytales.

Only the cold.

Turning toward where I thought my dagger had landed, my surroundings suddenly changed.

I was no longer seeing the warehouse. There were flashes of white, moving fast, pounding hooves. Horses. Silver streaked through the air like a dance. Swords. Slashes of red painted the sky. Something sharp and deadly ripping through flesh—-wet and gruesome. Claws. Thousands and thousands of beings as far as I could see fought ruthlessly, with no sign of tiring. In the center, two warriors battled beneath a blinding light. I could not make out their faces.

I blinked hard.

The image was gone, and in its place Gray stood against the wall of Lincoln’s warehouse, casually flipping my dagger in the air. “Would you like me to applaud?” he asked.

Leaning against a metal support pole, he had that midtwenties look I’d come to associate with the older Grigori—-though I had no idea how old he really was—-and was dressed in his usual black jeans, black T--shirt, and black leather jacket. Black really was the only color worth investing in—-blood stains everything else. He sported about a week’s worth of growth on his face, though his head was shaved, the scars that ran over the top of his skull telling of a history both terrible and secret. Grigori did not generally scar, so I knew that whatever had caused these had occurred before Gray had turned seventeen.

I swallowed over the lump in my throat and glanced around as I composed myself. The whole…hallucination…had lasted only a couple of seconds. I clenched my jaw.

Christ. It was nothing. I’m just imagining things.

I snapped my bracelet back in place over my marking and shot him a dry look. “Should I be charging a spectator fee?”

My voice sounded normal but my ears felt like they were still ringing with the echoes of battle.

“Not if the show is going to be over so fast, princess.”

I glared at him for persisting with the stupid nickname. “You know, you could’ve stepped in and given me a hand.”

“Sure,” he said with a solemn nod. “And you could’ve waited until the meet time we’d all agreed on too.”

I looked away briefly. “So, why are you here early?” I asked, hoping to divert the conversation.

Gray tilted his head. “Because I know you.”

I shrugged off the veiled accusation, even though it was true. To a degree.

“It was easier this way.”

He threw my dagger into the air, and I caught it by the hilt and slipped it back into its sheath.

“Well you can explain that to the others, since they just arrived.”





Cover Reveal + Exclusive Excerpt: Fat Boy vs the Cheerleaders by Geoff Herbach

Hey everyone! Today I have a great surprise to share with you - the cover reveal and an exclusive excerpt from the upcoming Sourcebooks Fire release FAT BOY VS THE CHEERLEADERS! Read on to check out the cover, learn more about the book, and then read the excerpt!


 

Fat Boy vs the Cheerleaders
Author: Geoff Herbach
Genre: YA Contemporary
Release Date: June 10, 2014
Publisher: Sourcebooks Fire

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/18478544-fat-boy-vs-the-cheerleaders?ac=1
  
Description:

In FAT BOY VS. THE CHEERLEADERS, Gabe Johnson is waging war against the in-crowd to prove that he is not just some fat boy, but the leader of a revolution. Geoff Herbach is the author of the hilarious novels STUPID FAST and I’M WITH STUPID, which YALSA calls “One of the most real, honest, and still funny male voices to come around in a while.”
MEMORANDUM 

From: Henry P. Rodriguez, Attorney at Law

Submitted To: Seventh District Court, Otter County

Re: Case No. 1745321—Gardener et al v. MLA Independent School District

SHORTLY BEFORE MIDNIGHT ON JUNE 15, GABRIEL JOHNSON, A SIXTEEN-YEAR-OLD FROM MINNEKOTA, MN, WAS APPREHENDED OUTSIDE CUB FOODS BY OFFICER REX McCOY. JOHNSON POSSESSED $17.75 IN SMALL BILLS AND CHANGE, WHICH HE CONFIRMED HAD BEEN REMOVED FROM THE VENDING MACHINE AT MINNEKOTA LAKE AREA HIGH SCHOOL.

POLICE SUGGESTED THE ALLEGED ROBBERY WAS RELATED TO A LARGER CONFLICT INVOLVING ASSAULT, VANDALISM, AND DEFAMATION OF CHARACTER THAT HAS COME TO BE KNOWN AS THE SPUNK RIVER WAR.

THE FOLLOWING TRANSCRIPT IS GABRIEL’S VERBATIM ACCOUNT, RECORDED IN A CONFERENCE ROOM AT THE MINNEKOTA POLICE DEPARTMENT BETWEEN 10 A.M. AND 5:40 P.M. ON JUNE 16.

WE SUBMIT THIS DOCUMENT AS CONTEXT FOR THE ABOVE NOTED CASE. THERE IS A SPECIFIC HUMAN COST WHEN THOSE IN POWER WIELD POWER ARROGANTLY. THIS CASE SUPPORTS A TEENAGER’S FIGHT FOR DIGNITY, OPPORTUNITY, AND FAIRNESS.

Chapter 1

Ripping off the pop machine last night wasn’t meant to be funny. It was my duty to all the geeks, burners and oddballs in school, because that machine sucks. Robbing it was serious business, okay?

Why are you laughing, Mr. Rodriguez?

I did it myself. I robbed the machine all by myself.

There were sheep in the school this morning? Real sheep?

How—? Oh, wait, I remember now. I must’ve let them in there by accident. Whoops. Like, left the door open after I robbed the machine and all those sheep wandered in by themselves.

No, it’s not funny, sir. Really.

I’m telling you, I’m the one who stole the money. It was eighteen dollars, but I lost a quarter when Officer McCoy roughed me up. Look at my chin! I have scrapes all over my stomach and knees, too.

That stupid pop machine. Stupid pop! It all started with that stupid…

Yeah I hate that machine! For so many reasons.

For instance, in May, me, Justin Cornell and Camille Gardener did this pop study for health class. The study was Camille’s idea, because she turned into a health nut when her dad started organic farming last year (they grew like two tomatoes and a one giant zucchini—they’re not the best farmers). Anyway, out of Camille’s concern for student health, she got us to study usage of the pop machine, her theory being that unhealthy kids would be the heaviest users.

Big, bad study, sir. Mr. Luken, our Health teacher, gave us passes to hang out in the cafeteria all day. We made a chart of jocks, brains, music geeks, gamers, burners, and “others” (sad sacks who are hard to categorize because they have no social connections to anyone) and we took note of who purchased a product from the pop machine and what specific product they purchased.

Almost nobody paid attention to us while we took notes. Only a couple said stuff like, “What are you staring at, dorks?” Seth Sellers, a jock, made fart sounds when he saw me.

This pop project was eye-opening, sir.

After school that day, me, Camille and Justin went to Bitterroot Coffee Shop down on
Main Street to tally things up.

“Nick, Gamer, purchased three Pepsis in four hours,” Justin said.

“Kendra, Burner, four different pops in five hours,” Camille said.

“She’s pretty overweight,” Justin said.

“Not as big as Tiff, Other, who bought four bottles of Sierra Mist,” Camille said.

“Oh Lord Mother of all Balls,” I said.

Camille plugged the data into a spreadsheet, squinting.

Justin shook his head, sucked his latte and was all like, “Whoa.”

Then Camille sat back, sipped her green tea and was all like, “Just as I suspected.”

I smiled and said, “Holy Mother of all Balls, right?” I drank a mocha with whipped cream, which has a million calories, by the way.

Here’s the scoop, sir: Purchasers of pop at Minnekota Lake Area High School are fat asses, trailer park kids, addicted gamers, and burner chicks who eat cigarettes for breakfast. Dozens and dozens of these kids. Most of them went for second rounds later in the day. Some for thirds. A couple, fourths (me, for instance). Very few jocks purchased pop from the machine. (Seth Sellers bought one bottle of Pepsi late in the afternoon, so he was able to greet me with the aforementioned fart sounds.) Two cheerleaders purchased from the machine, but they both bought diet. That diet stuff will kill you, but not make you fat on the calories.

What does that tell you, Mr. Rodriguez?

I tried not to show my concern, but Justin and Camille were clearly concerned.

“You drink a lot of pop, Chunk,” Justin said. “Could be part of the problem,”
 
“Oh, is there a problem?” I said. “I wasn’t aware of a problem!” I smiled big and raised my fat mocha like I was making a toast.

“There’s a problem, Chunk,” Camille said. “A big problem.” She didn’t smile. She didn’t toast me.

“I’m just sayin’,” Justin said.

Yeah. Really. A problem. I drank a hell-ton of Code Red Mountain Dew every day—four bottles, five bottles—and the only pants that fit me were stretchy pants (elastic waistband, sir).

I knew it, too, knew pop was part of my issue. But, see, I also thought it was part of my success! I was winning by buying all that pop! All the vending machine money went to fund the band! I’m a trombone player, you know? That’s one badass, hilarious instrument, right?
Trombone! Awesome instrument. I love band so much so I figured I was paying myself by drinking all that pop. Winning it huge.

No. Stupid.

The truth is, I’ve gained a load of weight in the last couple of years. Kids call me fat ass, sausages, fudge balls, butter balls, cake balls, lard ass, 8 Butt Johnson. All kinds of names. I laugh and go along with it, but those names hurt my feelings.

Even my stupid gym teacher calls me names!

The day after our pop study, I was depressed, so it took me a long time to get to school, so I was late to gym class, so Mr. McCartney ordered me to “orbit,” which means run laps. I didn’t want to get detention (McCartney had been threatening me with detention, because I make jokes and I’m quote unquote mouthy). So I did what I was told.

While I was jogging around the gym, Seth Sellers shouted, "Planet turd in orbit!"

I smiled. “Yeah, watch out, planet earth. This shit ball might crash out of the night sky!” I faked being out of control and weaved off course like I was crashing.

McCartney got pissed. “This isn’t a joke, Chunk,” he said. “This is a punishment.”

“Okay,” I said. “Sorry.” I jogged on, but when I got to the far end of the gym, Janessa Rogers, this nasty cheerleader, said, “Shake it, Chunk! Shake it!”

I puckered my lips duck-face style and started shaking my ass while I jogged.

Everybody laughed.

Everybody except McCartney. He freaked. Way out of control. His face turned dark red and sweat streamed down his forehead. He started yelling, "You wanna be a clown, Chunk? You wanna disrupt my class? Oh, you’re real hilarious!”

I stopped my ass shaking,

“God, I’m sick of it,” McCartney shouted.

I stopped jogging all together. Stared at him, because he was screaming. Everyone else stopped whacking their birds (we were in a badminton unit).

McCartney walked toward me fast. “I’m so sick of your baloney. Sick of your face.”

“My face?” I asked, because I was surprised, because I always thought McCartney sort of liked me, even if I annoyed him.

“Your fat face! Get out of my gym, you sack of shit. Get your fat ass out of here."

Everybody stared. Everybody’s mouth hung open.

I swallowed hard. Stared at McCartney for a second. Then said, "Okay.” I put my head down and bumbled out of there as fast as my fat legs could carry me.

Terrible. Teacher verbally assaults you like that?

Hey. Why are we talking about this, Mr. Rodriguez? Shouldn’t we be talking about how…how you’re going to keep me from going to jail or something? I’m a little nervous about my crime.

The whole story, huh? Okay. You asked for it. I can talk forever.

Pop. The night after I was kicked out of gym, I pulled five empty bottles of Code Red Mountain Dew out of my backpack (there isn’t recycling at school, so I bring my empties home). One bottle didn’t have a cap on it. A little Code Red dribbled out onto my bedroom rug. It made a little stain. I squinted at it and my heart beat hard.

This stain reminded me of Doris our cleaning lady back when Dad was trying to pick up the pieces after Mom hit the road (Mom ran away to Japan while I was in eighth grade, by the way).

Doris was a tiny old lady. She spilled dirty mop water on the carpet. She said, “Better laugh than cry.” She broke a lamp when she whacked it off a side table with the duster. “Better laugh than cry.”

Poor Doris! She was terrible. She could barely lift a broom, she was so old. Dad had to fire her, which made him cry (serious sobbing breakdown, which he did a lot back then), but what was he going to do? She plugged the toilet with Clorox wipes. She broke a whole set of plates. She fell off a stool and ripped down our shower curtain. Dad had no choice. But when the taxi dropped her off at our place on the day he actually fired her, he broke down like a weak-ass baby. “I’m sorry,” he cried. “I’m so sorry, Doris.”

Doris shrugged and smiled and put her coat back on. I was so nervous about how she would react. What if Doris cried about getting fired? What would we do then? But she didn't seem to care at all. "Better laugh than cry," she said. Then Dad drove her home.

And I exhaled. I relaxed. And I thought: Doris has it right, right? Better laugh than cry. I don’t want to be a fool sobbing mess like my dumb dad, who can’t deal with his wife leaving him (my mom left me, too, and I wanted to cry, but seriously, better laugh than cry). That became my whole way of dealing.

A couple years later, there I was, ass dancing in the high school hallway while Seth
Sellers mocked me with fart sounds. Laughing all the way, man.

But I stared at that Code Red stain on my rug and my heart beat and I thought, that’s not funny. For the first time, sir, it occurred to me that my total lack of dignity is not remotely funny.

That feeling continued into the night.

Grandpa, who you met this morning, moved in with me and Dad last summer to help us out. 

He cooks really well and sort of cleans—better than Doris, I guess. After he got too old to be a professional body builder, Grandpa ran a diner in town and the dude can make comfort food like nobody’s business.

Yes, you heard me right, body-builder.

Why are you laughing?

Everybody in town knows about Grandpa. He was Mr. Minnesota 1977, Mr. Rodriguez. I'm serious. The ladies loved him. Grandpa was Arnold Schwarzenegger's main competition back in the day.

That's what he told me and I believe him.

Long story short, sir, that night Grandpa cooked up some steaks and a bunch of mushrooms in butter sauce and mashed potatoes and green beans and fixed us salads. The deal is I never ate the green beans or the salad part. I doubled up on mashed potatoes, because oh balls, yes, do I love the awesome flavor of my grandpa's cream cheese infused mashed potatoes.

While I was sucking down the potatoes, Grandpa stared at me. He said, "Boy, the lack of roughage in your diet accounts for that big gut of yours.”

I looked up, stared back at Grandpa’s pinched face. I remembered Mr. McCartney calling me a fat ass in gym. My heart sank. My chin quivered. "Big gut?" I asked.

"You heard me," he said.

I swallowed hard, thought I might cry, because all these names… But then my Doris philosophy kicked in. I said, “I’m out of here!” I put the rest of the potatoes in my mouth—a giant wad—jumped up from my chair and ass-danced out of the dining room.

“Sure love the spuds, don’t ya, ya Chunk,” Grandpa called after me.

“Ha ha ha!” my dad laughed.

Back downstairs in my room, I stared at the stain again. What the hell is so funny? Am I really just a joke? I pictured Doris’s quivery arms and unsteady gaze and her wrinkled old face.

Then it hit me! Oh man, I thought. Crap! You’re not Doris, you idiot.

Total realization, sir. Doris couldn’t help it that she was so old. What was she going to do? Cry about living so long she no longer had control of her body? Better laugh than cry makes sense for her. I, on the other hand, have a choice. I’m a powerful young buck. Ass dancing isn’t the only option, right?

Don’t get me wrong, sir, I like being funny. But I don’t like…

You asked for it! The whole story! This totally has to do with the pop machine.

See, I was already pretty crabby that last week of school. Because I tried to limit my Code Red intake to three bottles a day, because I didn’t want to be a victim anymore, didn’t want to just laugh it all off. I wanted to do something for myself. I’d become dependent on the sugar and caffeine in the freaking pop, okay?

Justin and Camille both commented on my bad mood.

“Why so sad?” Justin asked while driving me to school.

“Someone hit you with the sad stick?” Camille asked during chemistry.

“Bah,” I replied to both of them. “Screw everything.”

See? I was already evolving the attitude that caused me to become the criminal I am today.

Then, Wednesday that last week of school we had the first tiny event of what has since come to be known as the Spunk River War.

What a stupid name. Spunk. That’s a bonehead name.

Sure thing, sir. Go ahead and get coffee. I’ll be here when you get back. Not like I can go anywhere.



 

March 29, 2013

EXCLUSIVE Chapter Sneak Peek from TAKEN by Erin Bowman!

Hey everyone! Today I have the extraordinary pleasure of hosting a chapter sneak peek from the highly anticipated debut novel TAKEN by Erin Bowman! There are a total of 8 bloggers who are participating, each providing an exclusive chapter from the book. Check out the list of the other participating bloggers to read more of the book before it's released! Here's some background info on the book:



Taken

Author: Erin Bowman
Genre: YA Fantasy/Dystopian
Release Date: April 16, 2013
Publisher: HarperTeen

Description:

There are no men in Claysoot. There are boys—but every one of them vanishes at midnight on his eighteenth birthday. The ground shakes, the wind howls, a blinding light descends…and he’s gone.

They call it the Heist.

Gray Weathersby’s eighteenth birthday is mere months away, and he’s prepared to meet his fate–until he finds a strange note from his mother and starts to question everything he’s been raised to accept: the Council leaders and their obvious secrets. The Heist itself. And what lies beyond the Wall that surrounds Claysoot–a structure that no one can cross and survive.

Climbing the Wall is suicide, but what comes after the Heist could be worse. Should he sit back and wait to be taken–or risk everything on the hope of the other side?
 



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CHAPTER 5


We head south through town, passing the school and blacksmith
shop and the numerous houses, including my own,
that create the border of the village. Where the dirt fades
away, tall grass begins, sprouting up in patches, until finally
we are entering the woods. I don’t usually hunt along the
southern portion of the forest. It’s marshier, and the larger
game sticks to the drier areas. The ground grows soft beneath
our feet as we continue, but there’s been little rain lately and
we avoid sinking into the doughy earth. When we reach the
coarse thicket that I know to be concealing the lake from
view, Emma grabs my arm and pulls me to a standstill.
“This way,” she says, motioning to our right.
“But it’s straight ahead. On the other side of this brush.”
“I know, but the view’s better if you climb the hill.”
“View? There’s no view.”
“Trust, Gray. Have trust.” And then without waiting to see
if I follow, she starts cutting through the trees and brush, no
path to guide her. She holds her dress up about her knees,
and I stare at her legs as she steps over fallen logs and rocks
in our path. We move slowly and up a steady incline. Maybe
there will be a view after all.
When we break loose from the trees, I’m nearly speechless.
We are standing on a hill that overlooks the water. From
this angle it appears rather small and narrow, its thinness
stretching out of view beyond another crest in the land.
Surrounding us are the bellflowers, tall, thick stems that
grow higher than my waist. Delicate purple petals hang from
each, grouped together and dancing in the soft breeze. The
southernmost portion of the Wall is barely visible in the distance.
Emma leads us into the field and toward a lone rock that
sits on the hillside. The purple flowers nearly reach her
shoulders, but she climbs out of their grasp.
“I used to come here with my uncle,” she tells me as we get
comfortable on the stone. “Almost daily. At least until . . . you
know. I was nine when he was lost. I haven’t been back in
years.”
“It’s beautiful from up here,” I say. “And, to be fair,
it seems much smaller from this angle. I can almost
understand why you called it a pond.”
“See?”
“Yeah, well, it’s still a lake. I’m just trying to be nice.”
She sighs. “Ah, yes. That must be difficult for you.”
“You know, despite what you might think, I’m not a mean
person.”
“What you did to Chalice wasn’t mean?”
“That’s different.”
“It was still mean.”
“Okay, fine. I’m not inherently a mean person.”
“I’ll give you that for now.” She plucks a clump of grass and
sprinkles it into the breeze.
“So why’d you do it?” she asks, looking at me. “Why were
you honest about the matchup?”
I’m not quite sure how to answer the question. There are
explanations on many levels. I don’t want to be a father. I
hate the formality of slatings. I want her, but not if it’s forced.
“You were being honest, right?” she asks. “You’re not going
to try to attack me later or something are you? I’m stronger
than I look. Everyone always thinks I’m this kind, caring
thing, because of my healing hands, but I can be forceful if
I need to.”
“So I’ve heard.” I chuckle. “And, yes, I was being honest.”
She gives me that look again, the same one from the Clinic.
I still can’t read it.
“I hate the slatings,” she says.
“Me, too.”
“How many have you gone through with?”
“You don’t want to know.” I can count them on two hands
and even though it’s been a long time since I’ve slept with
anyone, the number is still more than I want to admit to her.
“You?”
“Just one.” So the rumors are wrong. “You remember Craw
Phoenix?” she asks.
I nod. He was lost to the Heist about a year and a half ago.
“I liked him,” she continues. “And I mean really liked him.
It was so nice for that month, and for some reason I thought
it would last and we’d have something. I don’t know what. It
was stupid, really. I wanted to continue slatings with him, but
I guess the feeling wasn’t mutual. Two weeks later he was seeing
Sasha Quarters, and then he was gone completely.”
“We’re all gone eventually,” I say. “That’s half the reason
I hate it, too. I don’t see the point of the scheduling and the
moving around. I only have ’til I’m eighteen. I’d rather find
something good, something comfortable, and stay in it.”
She gives me a half smile. “You mean be with one person?
Like, beyond the duration of the slating?”
“Forget the slating. Pretend there’s no slating and there’s
no rules and there’s no Claysoot and then, yes, one person.
Forever. Is that weird?”
It’s quiet for a moment. I know it’s an odd question, completely
hypothetical and outlandish, and for a second I
think she’s going to laugh at me.
“You know, some hawks mate for life.” She bites her lip and
looks back out over the water. It’s a ripple of icy silver in the
earth, the valley bleeding blue into its depths.
“Really?”
“Yeah, the red-tailed ones. My uncle and I used to see them
here each year. Always returning, always the same pairs
together. If the birds pick one mate for life, why can’t we?”
I feel foolish for a moment. I spend hours in the woods
every day and I’ve never noticed this in the hawks. Then
again, I was never looking for it.
“Maybe some animals mate for life and others don’t,” I say.
“Maybe we’re not supposed to be like the birds.”
“Maybe we are.”
She looks so pretty, sitting there, twisting grass between
her tan fingers. I wonder if we are the only people who
wish this, who long to ignore the matchups and procedures
and settle into something that feels right. There I go again,
thinking with the feelings in my chest instead of using my
head. If we were like the birds, we’d die out in a matter of
decades, once all the men were gone. I still wish it were possible
though, wish I were a bird and Emma were a bird and
we could fly away without looking back.
“You really are nothing like him,” Emma says. It pulls me
from my thoughts and I find her staring at me, again with the
same inquisitive look I can’t read. “Like Blaine,” she clarifies.
“I know, I know. He’s kind and responsible, and I’m reckless.
He thinks things through. I react.”
“Yeah, I know, but I don’t think that’s necessarily a bad
thing. Maybe it’s good to just react, to not overthink everything.
If we were wild and free, like the birds, you’d survive.
Blaine probably wouldn’t. He’d be too worried with pleasing
everyone and making everything fair.”
“Sounds like I’m pretty selfish.”
“No, that’s not what I meant.” She wrings her fingers anxiously.
“I’m trying to say that I think doing what you feel can’t
always be easy, but at least you’re being true to yourself.”
“It’s okay, Emma, you don’t have to try to make me seem
like a better person. You don’t have to justify why it’s all right
to spend time with me.”
“No, I’m not . . . ,” she says, frustration on her face.
“Dammit, Gray, I’m trying to say I admire you for what you
said about the slating, that I agree with you, that it’s not crazy
to want to be like the birds, but above all, I’m trying to apologize
for how I’ve judged you all these years. You’re different
from Blaine but maybe not in a bad way. Maybe in a very good
way, and I’m only seeing it for the first time.”
She’s staring right into me with those eyes of hers, dark
orbs as large as walnuts. Something in my chest surges.
Suddenly it is very warm.
“You want to go for a swim?” I ask, jumping from the rock.
As much as I want to be near her, I need distance. It’s those
 words. What do they mean? Earlier today she despised me,
thought me wicked for hitting Chalice, and now she admires
me? All because I follow those feelings in my chest?
“Swim?” she asks. “Right now? It’s not even that hot out.”
“Suit yourself,” I say, tearing away from her and running
down the flower-filled hillside. When I reach the edge of the
lake, I turn back and can see Emma gazing down at me, perplexed.
She’s probably still trying to figure out why her kind
words sent me running.
“You coming?” I yell back up the hill. She shrugs her shoulders
and then hops from the rock.
I pull off my boots and strip down to my drawers and am in
the water before Emma is even halfway to the lake. The cold
hits me savagely, biting at my lungs. It’s refreshing, though,
and I feel like I can breathe again, Emma’s words falling aside
as I kick into open water. I’m floating on my back, staring
up at an impressive mass of clouds forming overhead, when
something splashes beside me. I twist over and see Emma
along the shore, tossing pebbles in my direction. She has
waded in up to her shins, the hem of her white dress gathered
in her arms.
“Are you coming in or not?”
She shakes her head. “It’s too cold.”
“Wimp.”
“Oh, please.”
“Well, you are.” I swim in until I’m close enough to the shore
to splash her with a well-placed kick. Water catches
the front of her dress and her face goes wide with shock. It
probably feels like ice to her.
“Oh, you’re going to get it,” she shouts.
“How? I’m already in.” I swim back toward the lake’s center.
She’s fuming. She tugs her dress up over her shoulders
and throws it aside before running and diving headlong into
the water. She’s the better swimmer and catches up quickly.
With a strong kick her hands are on my shoulders and pushing
me beneath the surface. I’m too busy admiring how her
undershirt clings to her body to prepare myself for the dunk.
I resurface, sputtering and coughing.
“Who’s the wimp now?” she asks. Her hair is wet and
stringy, pieces of it clinging to her neck. It looks dark in the
water, nearly as black as mine. I lunge at her, but she’s too
quick. She darts away, slipping underwater and resurfacing
behind me, where, to my embarrassment, she dunks me
again. We continue like this for a while, me always trying to
catch her and she easily avoiding my attacks. When I finally
surrender, she’s dunked me four times and eluded me seven.
“Fine, you win,” I admit as we climb out of the lake. “But I
would slaughter you in an archery match.” I pull on my pants
and use my shirt to dry my hair.
“You hunt daily, Gray. That’s hardly fair.” She’s turned away
from me, pulling her dress on. She shakes out her wet hair
and braids it back.
“It doesn’t have to be fair to be true.”
“Fine. Teach me,” she retorts.
“Really?”
“Yes, teach me how to shoot and then we’ll have a match.”
She spins to face me. There are wet patches where her dress
meets the curved parts of her body.
“Okay,” I agree. “Start tomorrow?”
“Tomorrow.”
We walk home in silence. I try to figure out what it all
means, Emma being so nice, so playful. The last time the two
of us got along so well was when I was six.
“Today was actually a lot of fun,” I tell her as we approach
the outskirts of town.
“Yeah,” she agrees, “like being a kid again.”
We cut down a side street and head for the Clinic. Up ahead
I can see Maude and Clara sitting outside the Danner sisters’
house.
“Emma, take my hand.”
“What? Why?”
“Just take it.” I reach out and grab hers before she can argue.
Her skin is soft and delicate, unlike my callused hunting
hands. I spread my fingers between hers and squeeze them
lightly as we carry on. My chest heaves ever so slightly. As
we near Maude, I watch how her eyes linger on our entwined
hands and I flash her a devious smile as we walk by.  


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TAKEN Chapter Sneak Peek Schedule:


Monday, 3/25 – Chapter 1

Wendy Darling @ The Midnight Garden



Tuesday, 3/26 – Chapter 2

Lena Ainsworth @ Addicted 2 Novels



Wednesday, 3/27 – Chapter 3

Erica Haglund @ The Bookcellar



Thursday, 3/28 – Chapter 4

Shane Morgan @ Itching for Books



Friday, 3/29 – Chapter 5

Stephanie Ward @ A Dream Within A Dream



Saturday, 3/30 – Chapter 6

Krystal Larson @ Live to Read



Sunday, 3/31 – Chapter 7

Alicia Guerrero @ Shooting Stars Mag



Monday, 4/1 – Chapter 8

Jessica Estep @ Total Bookaholic



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